Thursday, March 20, 2014

An awakening

  An awakening 

Intricate wires of the heart crossed
I wander through quiet space, life with an empty chair. 
Pleasantly seduced
Eccentric, charming, yet running
An overcrowded life
In a corner I wait
Hungry passion gnaws at my bones
One need could lead to many
The thirst of life quenched 
Indecisiveness stares back boldly
I shall not flatter
My assumptions unconfirmed 
Feelings war against the trying realities of life
A separation you might've mastered
One who complains often remains
It is where you are
A mutual need
Fed by re-acquaintance  
It is where you are
I am where I am
Having seen death
I now look at life
Fulfillment beckons 
Your time limited
Some say I have it all
To whom do I give
To whom is available 
A contest of sorts
There is no winner
I see my future before me
I've banished uncertainly
The premise that time is unlimited
A danger I've witnessed
A lesson learned 
Knowing my wants
Days slip by
One wonders 
Immobile from fear
Frozen by confusion
What one allows will continue 
The need nudges
A reminder to strive
My visitor comes
The lure exists 
Yet their absence reins
What is their purpose
Wants I can't have
Reasoning explodes
One foot in
One foot out
Desire braided
It's encounter brief
Fleeing through the darkness
Emotions unraveling, wild and reckless
Where does it all go
My drifter ebbs and flows 
His significant finger banded
Contentment must reside on one side
Resolution lingers
Time cannot stay still
I walk on
For it may never be known

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