Thursday, October 13, 2016

I'm so thrilled that Lucille has decided to drop in again! Thank you!

            Shades of Fantasies…

“It’s a quarter after one and I am alone…your picture perfect memory is there in my mind.”
Yes, a subtle word play on Lady Antebellum yet the translation is synonymous.
  "I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.” Been there…done that. The rawness of heart….when bases are open… to allow newness. Scary shit…let someone in??...
  "I can’t fight it anymore!….Do I cross your mind?...I have lost control.”…Yes, and I am loving it.

 The sheets are cool. The overhead fan blows sensual waves across my skin. I touch myself in shadows of moonlight…and I miss you.

I close my eyes and I am floating…will you catch me if I fall? A tall order in a time of exaggerated independence. It’s later now and sleep is elusive. Your lover…real or imagined is not naked beside.

 Drifting deeper into want…. the visions of soft touching…hard thrusting… can no longer be denied.

Passion is a soul thing…yet passion is a real thing and fatal to be without. It is now 4AM. Time to sleep and dream. My angels come and play with their fairies. They dance a dance of flowers and rain. They know no shame. The rain is soft and kind…the flowers are stroking my body…the moon is full and luscious. Yet, all I can do is think of him.

ldorothy "Sex and her City."
6/16/15Shades of Fantasies…

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

The interview

I want to introduce my Facebook friend, Lucille Dorothy.
I met Lucille several years ago on Facebook through a mutual friend.
It's amazing to me how such strong friendships can be formed over the Internet.
We've shared our trials, tribulations, sorrow and happiness.
I'm hoping one day to meet her face-to-face.
It wasn't until later that I discovered she was a talented writer. After much encouragement to share her writing, I'd like to introduce her today as my guest Du Jour on my blog.
Thank you for sharing, Lucille!

'The interview.'

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

"I have many, many men friends and women friends."

 "My question is are you in a relationship with someone?"

"I am in many relationships at a time with someone."

"Are you with one person?"

"Usually I am, unless my friends decide to go out together"

 "I there one person you choose to be with?"

"There are many persons I choose to be with."

"Is there one person you choose to wake up with?"


"Is there one person you want to be there to support you?"


"Is there one person that makes you happy?"


 "Is there one person who knows your heart?"

"Only me."

"Is there a person you want to be there when you cry, a person you trust?"

"That is a hard one."


"Sometimes you learn that trust is put in the hands of those that had an agenda...they were only
around when it worked for them."

"So you don't trust anyone?"

"No, I trust those that never left. The ones that would come in the middle of the night. The ones that would not ever refuse a request because they know I would not ask if there was not a good reason."

"Are there many of those in your life?"

"Enough, but I know not to abuse it because as much as they love me, I love them."

"What do you mean 'we'?"

"We tend to take advantage and forget most difficulties we can handle if we reach inside for the strength."

"Where does your strength come from?"

"The knowledge that they are there."

 "Why do you know they would be there?"

"Because they love the same God I do, and he will never forsake me or them."

"I don't understand."

 "It's a heart thing of hope and faith. It's built on trust."

"What is trust?"

"The unanswered gift of grace only given when you believe."

"Believe in what?"

"That is an answer you must find for yourself."

Lucille Dorothy